The Powerful Lesson I Learned from Imperfect Sleeping Disciples

The Powerful Lesson I Learned from Imperfect Sleeping Disciples

(Inside: Faith principles to help you break free from perfectionism.)


I arranged the trifecta of glass flour/sugar IKEA jars on the barn wood countertops and took a step back.


The painted cabinets, the glass doors, the silver pendant lights…the look of our DIY kitchen remodel, I couldn’t help but breathe out…it’s perfect.



That’s what I love about decorating. A chair here, a rug there, some art on the wall…you can pick out what you like and put it where you want and rearrange until it all looks just right. You’re in complete control. Left alone, the room will stay perfect.

Decorating feeds my perfectionist tendencies. But maybe only the healthy side of it: creativity, hard work, perseverance, and organizational skills. Because there’s a backside of perfectionism that doesn’t work, for me or I suspect – any of us:


The Downside to Being a Perfectionist:

  •    We think everything is our fault. It rains on our child’s outdoor birthday party and we beat ourselves up because we should’ve scheduled it for yesterday.
  •    We constantly tidy up our messy world – I’ll babysit your kid for you, no worries! – only to find when we have one friend covered, another’s husband just left her. Awesome. (Enter feelings of despair and inadequacy.)
  •    There’s a small voice reminding us we fall short. Always. To other people. And most certainly to God. (More beating ourselves up.)

But then tucked in the Easter story there’s this gift – just for us, something we need to hear – a tale about Peter, James, and John. Those perfect disciples, right? The ones that spread the good news of hope and love and Jesus. 2,000+ years later we’re still talking about them. What a legacy, right? Couldn’t we be like them?

Dear friend, we are…


God Never Requires Us to Be Perfect

In Matthew 26, Jesus says puzzling things. When a woman unexpectedly anoints Jesus with her expensive perfume the disciples deem a “waste,” Jesus explains: “When she poured this perfume on my body, she did it to prepare me for burial.”  (Excuse me, Jesus?)  Then, Jesus throws around phrases like, “My appointed time is near.”  (What appointed time?) And, as the disciples gathered around a thick wood table, Jesus mentions things like he’s going to be betrayed by one of them, and the bread is his body and wine is his blood. (What’s going on?) Then after dinner at the Mount of Olives, Jesus predicts Peter will deny Him. (Peter’s in shock: Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.”)

Jesus is being elusive and the disciples seem on edge. Something’s up. Big changes hover overhead. Can you feel the tension?

Next, Jesus retreats to the Garden of Gethsemane, His body and soul longing for the nourishment of prayer. And He urges his friends, Peter, James and John – stay awake! I need you! It reminds me of when a sweet friend had just arrived home from the hospital with her new baby. “Stay!” she earnestly said, “I need you.” The crazy hormones, sore body, new life, and big changes: it was overwhelming. She needed her closest people near. Similarly, Jesus needed his friends to stay awake and be with him. But, his disciples fell asleep…

Peter, James & John…all three of them – dead to the world.


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Jesus wakes them and with urgent eyes says again, “I need you! Stay awake! Keep watch!” But, as soon as Jesus walked back to pray, the snoring resumed.

Three times, this happened. The most pivotal moment of all of history is about to take place, and Peter, James & John couldn’t even simply stay awake.  

What failures.

Then, events continued to unfold ending with Jesus on the cross. What did the disciples think with their best friend bleeding and suffocating to death? Perhaps…

  •    This is our fault. Maybe that’s why Jesus asked us to keep watch. If we hadn’t fallen asleep, we could’ve stopped this. (Beating themselves up.)
  •    Why are people doing this to Jesus? This messy world – why can’t we tidy it up? (Despair.)
  •    We’re a disappointment – we can’t do anything right. Jesus is cutting us from Varsity. Leaving a legacy for God? Never happening. (Feelings of inadequacy.)



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But, those would be the disciples’ thoughts. Jesus never once blamed them for the situation, expected them to fix the whole world, or demoted them to junior varsity.


Jesus knows we aren’t perfect. He even acknowledges it in the conversation about staying awake:

“Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”(Matt 26:40, NIV)


And Jesus’ message is based solely on grace – not on the impossible pursuit of perfection:

“For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)

But, I see you reading this thinking…other people have permission NOT to be perfect, but more is expected from me. I’ll arrive at perfect. Eventually.  (I see that pit in your stomach as you think that.)

No, you won’t.

Really, you won’t.

But there’s hope to break free from this toxic thinking…because Jesus came to be perfect for us. And we get to follow Him.


We Still Strive for God’s Best for Us

For perfectionists, the idea of settling comfortably into our imperfections is depressing. And that’s not what God is saying. God created us for more. Look how Jesus fussed at the disciples.

“Couldn’t you men keep watch with me for one hour?” (Matt 26:40, NIV)


It feels like when I fussed at my son for ignoring his brothers. “You are a thoughtful, kind kid – take some interest in them and watch the positive impact you make. Know the power you hold.”

Jesus is saying the same thing to Peter, James & John: “Come ‘on. I didn’t ask you to run a 5K or invent the cell phones. (World – wait for that one!) Just pay attention and stay awake. You can do that. Matter of fact, you can do more…”

And then 2000+ years later we’re all still talking about them.


How the Disciples Made an Impact Despite Their – ahem – Sleeping Habits:


  1. If God has ordained something to happen, IT WILL.

Breathe a sigh of relief, fellow perfectionists. One of our fears is that despite our efforts to do it all “right”, we will still mess up God’s plans. Friends, we don’t have that much power – and neither did the sleeping disciples. The crucifixion and resurrection happened – unconditionally. Our failures are not final because Jesus – who is PERFECT and made the perfect final sacrifice for us (on the cross) the law required –  prevails in spite of our imperfections.


  1.  Imperfections are great teachers.

I love a perfect house, but that’s not where the actual living happens. Life happens right in the mess. Family connection emerges while a toddler is throwing his spaghetti onto the floor during dinner conversation. Or when the teenager is in full-blown-meltdown mode tossing the throw pillows as he flops defeated on the couch. Marriage is made in dealing with bills, moving or a midlife crisis. That is where the One who came to be perfect for us steps into our imperfections and teaches, grows and strengthens us. He reveals Himself in supernatural ways while continuing His good work in us. Just like He did with the disciples.


He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 1:6)


  1.  We are not called to be perfect, rather we’re called to follow the One who is perfect.

Through the highs and lows of life, these sleeping disciples followed the One who was perfect. They learned his grace was enough and His power was made perfect in their weakness.  

But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.” (2 Corinthians 12:9)


They persevered.

They learned.

They followed Him.

And they told everyone about it.

And 2000+ years, we are still hearing their message.

Friends, we can make a significant impact too. Despite our sleepy moments. Let’s take our eyes off of the discouraging pursuit of perfection and instead, look to the perfect One we get to follow.

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Want more Easter hope? Check out the rest of the articles in our 6-week Easter Series. If you enjoy them, we’d be so grateful if you would pass the articles and our blog along.

The Hope Found in the Story of an Unfaithful Disciple

The Powerful Lesson I Learned From Sleeping Disciples

Jesus Forgives Even That!!

Mary Magdalene: A Faithful Follower’s Great Reward

It’s the Dawn of a New Day

Do You Live in Scarcity when Really You are Spiritually Rich?



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